If you’re reading this, I’d like to welcome you and give you a hug.

Maybe you’re the parent or loved one of someone suffering with an eating disorder. Perhaps you’re in the throes of anorexia yourself. Maybe you think you may have the beginning stages of disordered eating. Or perhaps you’re on the journey to recovery.

Whatever has brought you here, I hope that through the story of my brokenness, and redemption through the Lord, you are able to find hope, encouragement, advice, healing, support, and comfort.

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This blog chronicles my journey from severe anorexia to recovery, and every twist and turn along the way. The blog posts are meant to be read from beginning to end, as a book. (( Glorious Wounds is the Introduction.)) So I would suggest reading “up” — starting from my oldest post, and working backwards to the most recent. This is my first post.

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I must warn you that the beginning is very dark — intense, raw, and despairing. It is an uncensored view into my mind when I was deep in my anorexia. However, I chose to be vulnerable and share that utter brokenness — that wreckage — in order for you to truly grasp the gravity of the disease, and how sincerely meaningful freedom through Christ has been in my life.

I also hope that you’ll find the resources section of my blog helpful. If you or a loved one is suffering with disordered eating habits, please seek professional help.

With that being said, I am not a doctor. I’m not a therapist, dietician, counselor, psychiatrist, etc. I’m just a girl. Who had a severe case of anorexia. And who is journeying through recovery, one day at a time. I’m just sharing my story with the hopes that it will help even one person.

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***To get a copy of my book, Bloom: A Journal by BeautyBeyondBones, click here! 

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2,012 thoughts on “Read This First”

  1. However, I chose to be vulnerable

    I’ve been thinking about this of late. I can’t seem to get a grasp on the morality of “selling” yourself. I can’t seem to be able to separate pity from life. Every aspect of it I can handle, but pity fucking sucks. I’d rather have to punch than to feel like a dog. And I’m a dog person, so there’s room in my heart for it, too. Ultimately, it boils down to a great misunderstanding of money.

    Nice post. I may make an introduction for mine, as well. Thanks for liking mine or something.

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    1. Thank you so much. I’m so glad this resonated with you. I definitely don’t think pity is even part of the equation of this blog. Hugs and love xox

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    1. Hi friend! I’m doing well! Really?! Hmmm – I’m still posting 3x a week! Hope you’re well! Hugs and love xox

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  4. Congratulations on your wonderful website, “best blog” award and the fact that you, thru your own experiences, are helping so many others with their struggles and questions. Truly a thanks giving gift, from you, to the rest of the world, John M

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    1. Thank you so much John! That’s really kind of you to say! Gosh, I am so touched and humbled by your generous words! Big hugs to you xox

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  7. THANK YOU! For liking my writing! I may not have found your site otherwise!
    I am linking your site to my Blog today because you deserve so much the appreciation and your writing was so helpful in my day yesterday! You are appreciated! Thank you for sharing your story out loud. I am also sharing on my blog and have got to do it for myself as Caitlyn. I watched the video of you sharing with the Church and it is GREAT! Thank you so much !
    Caitlyn

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  9. BBB, You don’t have to publish this, it’s more of a private message. You liked a few of my posts which got me curious about you. I’ve since read a number of your posts. First of all I am an old, straight, white, male so I come up to bat with four strikes before the first pitch. I want you to know that before I comment.

    I read your work, walked away, read some more, walked away again…. then felt I had to tell you what I thought. The courage it takes to live a life worth living is so misunderstood. You, my lady, are incredible. I don’t know what God has planned for you, but it will be amazing. I absolutely love those that will stand firm in the face of adversity. I love the warrior. I love the champion. I love the person who is committed to God’s call when everyone else says no.

    You girl, are one of those people. Where ever God takes you, whatever God asks of you, know that he finds great joy in your existence. You will never fight alone.

    Thank you for being you,

    Tomme

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    1. Hi Tomme, oh my gosh, thank you so much for this incredibly beautiful note of encouragement. i can’t tell you how touched i am by your kind words. I have a huge smile on my face right now, and it’s because of you!! humbled and blessed by you! have a wonderful evening! Hugs and love xox

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  10. Hi Carolyn!
    Really enjoy your blog and hearing about your lovely adventures. I also greatly appreciate your God-honoring perspective. As a former pastor, I recognize your light and testimony is far-reaching. Thank you.
    Though we’ve chatted via my blog quite a while ago, I wanted to say big congratulations on your marriage to Steven! He seems like a wonderful man. And… on your baby!! This is so exciting! I’m thrilled for you and your family.
    Brenda and I have raised two girls (Ally and Mikayla) are now on their own, both working in full-time ministry with their churches. They’re the joy of our lives.
    I published a book last January (“We’re Going To Make It – What Parents Need and Want To Know”). It’s a short read, but sums up a lot of what I’ve learned as a dad.
    I’d love to send a copy (free of course) to you and Steven if you’d be interested.
    Is there a mailing address or PO Box that’d be good to use?
    Thanks again for your ministry and for being a light to many. I’m grateful for it.
    God’s best for you and Steven!
    – Todd Gaddy (Baltimore area)
    http://www.toddgaddy.com

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    1. Hi Todd, gosh thank you so much for this wonderful comment! I so appreciate your kind words and for sharing in the joy with us! That is absolutely amazing — congrats on your book! Yes, I would absolutely love to read it! thank you! if you want to email me: beautybeyondbones@yahoo.com, I will send you my contact info! thank you!! Hugs and love xox

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