If you’re reading this, I’d like to welcome you and give you a hug.
Maybe you’re the parent or loved one of someone suffering with an eating disorder. Perhaps you’re in the throes of anorexia yourself. Maybe you think you may have the beginning stages of disordered eating. Or perhaps you’re on the journey to recovery.
Whatever has brought you here, I hope that through the story of my brokenness, and redemption through the Lord, you are able to find hope, encouragement, advice, healing, support, and comfort.

This blog chronicles my journey from severe anorexia to recovery, and every twist and turn along the way. The blog posts are meant to be read from beginning to end, as a book. (( Glorious Wounds is the Introduction.)) So I would suggest reading “up” — starting from my oldest post, and working backwards to the most recent. This is my first post.
I must warn you that the beginning is very dark — intense, raw, and despairing. It is an uncensored view into my mind when I was deep in my anorexia. However, I chose to be vulnerable and share that utter brokenness — that wreckage — in order for you to truly grasp the gravity of the disease, and how sincerely meaningful freedom through Christ has been in my life.
I also hope that you’ll find the resources section of my blog helpful. If you or a loved one is suffering with disordered eating habits, please seek professional help.
With that being said, I am not a doctor. I’m not a therapist, dietician, counselor, psychiatrist, etc. I’m just a girl. Who had a severe case of anorexia. And who is journeying through recovery, one day at a time. I’m just sharing my story with the hopes that it will help even one person.
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Your first post on life with anorexia is harrowing. I had bulimia, with cocaine addiction, which could have killed me every time I made myself sick. Thankfully I am now in recovery like you but I still struggle with accepting being a normal weight and want to be thin! http://bit.ly/1ER5cLY
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Hi Caroline, thAnk you so much for sharing this. I’m so glad that you found freedom from bulimia. Send love hugs and support on your journey. Stay strong warrior. Thanks for stopping by xx
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Thank you so much for your visit and like. May the Lord fulfill your heart desire in all that you do in the name of Jesus Christ.
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Thank you so much for this affirmation! I appreciate it:) glad you stopped by! Blessings
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Amen!
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Honey, the Lord God created you and loves you just the way you are! You don’t need to do anything else to make yourself lovable to Him.
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Thank you so much Mersea. I appreciate your wisdom. You speak so much truth! Hugs!
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Thanks for visiting WhisperingsOfGrace. May the Lord continue to light your paths ad you share His healing so freely offered to all. Blessings to you.🐟
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Thank you so much Debbie:) I appreciate you stopping by and for your encouraging words! hugs!
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Thanks for your comment about the page I’m glad you R on the recovery road
I too have had to overcome some great limitations and our Lord has done it!
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Hi there! Thanks for stopping by! God is good! 🙂
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Would you like to look at “coming or going”
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Thank you so much for sharing my blog! i really appreciate it 🙂 hugs and blessings to you xx
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I know you are helping so many with your writing and sharing your story. Hugs to you, Amy
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Hi there, Amy! Thank you so much for that encouragement. That is my deepest prayer: that even one person will find hope here. I appreciate the affirmation. Hugs and blessings to you and yours. thanks for stopping by!
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Thank you for stopping by and like what I wrote. I appreciate that…
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No prob Damon:) glad you stopped by! I look forward to reading more from you! Blessings
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I was Bulimic for many years when I was young beautybeyondbones and for the same reason you were Anorexia, it was our need for acceptance which we both now have in Christ Jesus.Yes you are indeed a woman of Strength, as explained on link below.
Woman of Strength- http://freedomborn.wordpress.com/2014/04/23/gods-beautiful-woman-of-strength/
Christian Love Always – Anne.
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Hi Anne, thank you so much for sharing this. Praise God that we’ve both found freedom through Christ! And what a beautiful post. I love the poem you shared. I appreciate the encouraging words:) hugs and love to you!
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I wish you well.
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Thank you:) that means a lot! ❤️☺️❤️
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BBB – Thanks for stopping by. Love your blog…. remain beautiful, open and honest. May your blog bring hope and healing to many.
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Thank you so much for this affirmation! That is my deepest prayer: that even one person will find hope here. Thanks for stopping by! Xx
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Thanks for “like”-ing my post at brokennesstobeauty.wordpress.com ! I think your blog will help a lot of people, based on my own experience blogging during breast cancer treatment. That’s what led to my forthcoming book! Hang in there with Jesus, sister,
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Hi there Jacqueline! Thank you so much for these words of encouragement. Congratulations on your book! So exciting! Glad you stopped by 🙂 blessings to you!
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I’m praying for you girl. You know that all things are possible with God through Christ, and that your struggle is now one of your greatest testimonies. Please keep letting God use you. Many blessings.
*ps I sooo appreciate you stopping by my blog!
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Thank you so much! I really appreciate your uplifting words! Yes, ALL things are possible with him. Amen! Thanks for stopping by! Xoxo
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You are so brave!Thanks for liking my bogs about pioneer ancestors who lived in a different time with different needs.
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Thank you so much Paula! I appreciate you stopping by! Have a great evening!
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Thanks for the like 🙂 on my blog. I am in the process of learning to do this and learning to be in the kitchen more. I am looking forward to reading your story. I ready the first blog and I want to thank you for being so open and honest. This will encourage so many who struggle in this area…and others!
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Thank you so much Kristy:) that is my deepest hope: that it will bring someone hope that needs it. Thanks for your encouragement and support. Blessings xx
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Hello, Thank you for dropping by and reading some of my posts on my blog. I’m glad I came over here to your blog. I will be looking forward to reading what you share and starting from the beginning. 🙂
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Thanks! I’m so glad you stopped by! I appreciate your kind words! Hugs and love!
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I appreciate your checking out my post, and I’m glad you got some value out of it. Grace be to you on your journey and your setting the example.
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Hey Eric! Thank you so much:) I’m glad you stopped by too! Have a great week! I look forward to reading more from you☺️
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Thank you for liking my blog. God bless you.
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Thanks so much:) glad you stopped by! I look forward to reading more from you!
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Thank you for visiting my blog. My first personal, healing encounter with Jesus was when I was 21 years old (ages ago), and I love to read how He continues to touch young people with healing and light and grace. Blessings on your journey.
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Hi Madeline! Thanks for stopping by! Yes God is good, and His work is truly amazing. I owe him my life. Literally. Thanks for reading! Blessings and love to you!
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Hey there! Thanks for stopping by my blog. I hope you have a beautiful day! 🙂
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Thanks so much 🙂 glad you stopped by! i look forward to reading more from you xox
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Thank you for stopping by my site and liking my post. I look forward to reading more of your writings.
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Thanks! Glad you stopped by! I look forward to checking out more of your site too! ☺️
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Thank you so much for being such a diligent and permanent “liker” of my posts – it means a lot to me! And I hope from my heart that I can and could give you something you could use for your healing with my articles…they are meant to empower you to become strong, whole and healthy again.
What I noticed and liked a lot about your posts is the radical truth, openness and vulnerability, in which you are showing yourself to the world… raw, naked and beautiful!
This is the way to be loved exactly for who you are!
May you keep living the truth of your soul…
Anke
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Hi Anke! You’re so welcome! I always look forward to your work! Thanks for stopping by:) I appreciate your kind and affirming words. It means a lot:) thanks for stopping by! Have a lovely day!
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Thanks for visiting Count it All Joy 123. And thank you for sharing your journey. I believe that if more people would share their stories of overcoming and getting through and living on, more people would be saved from utter destruction! 🙂
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Thank you so much Abigail. Yes, I am so grateful for my deliverance from such a destructive disease. Thanks for stopping by and for your encouraging words:) hugs to you xx
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You’re very welcome! 🙂
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Thank you for checking out Discovering the Rainbows. I am pleased to meet you and pray that the You are Invited posts may encourage you from time to time when you visit. You are on a wonderful journey – thanks for being so honest. It is evident that what you write is helping and encouraging many people. God bless you.
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Thanks so much Mandy:) I appreciate you stopping by! I will definitely check them out! I appreciate your kind words! Hugs!
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Hi! Thanks for visiting my blog. I’m glad that it led me to yours! I’m looking forward to reading more of your writing. Wishing you well during this holiday season.
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Hi Lulu! Thank you so much for stopping by! I look forward to reading more from you as well! Hugs!
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Thanks for stopping by my blog and liking one of my posts. I pray for the Lord to strength you and empower you as you follow Him!
Blessings
Jim
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Thanks Jim:) I appreciate the prayers! I look forward to reading more from you☺️
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Thank you for checking out my blog. After reading your blog I just had to mention that I also do Christian Copywriting- advertising for people.
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Thank you so much:) I appreciate you stopping by!
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The courage of Christ shines through your confessional writing. I look forward to reading more.
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Thank you so much Tony. Glad you stopped by! Have a great night ☺️
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Thank you so much for the like. Because of it I was able to find this beautiful blog. I hope all is well and I wish you many blessings as you continue on this journey.
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Hi Kayla! Thank you so much for your kind words! Have a wonderful weekend. Glad you stopped by xx
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You too! Have a happy holidays too
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Hi. Thanks for liking my blog entry, “Lessons From Cancelled Flight 5J626”. It means a lot to a first-time blogger like me. God bless you!
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no prob! thanks for stopping by xx
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My niece almost died from anorexia/Bulimia. She spent Christmas in a children’s hospital last year (60lbs and going into heart failure). She’s doing well these days, but still struggles with the disorder, I believe. I think I may send her this link.
Thanks for sharing your experiences…
– Jay
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Hi Jay, oh my goodness. That breaks my heart to heart that she had to suffer through such a horrible disease. Praise God that she’s better and on the road of recovery. Yes, please do. And feel free to share my email with her as well. I’d be happy to talk. thanks for stopping by. hugs and blessings to you and your niece. ❤
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Hello, thanks for stopping by my blog (:
I read a bit of yours and you are such a strong, courageous girl – it’s amazing! It takes a lot of guts to share your story publicly and everything that comes with this horrible disease. Stay strong and believe in yourself… big hugs and blessings (:
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Hi Mannalexandra! Oh my gosh thank you so much for such kind words! It means the world. Thanks for stopping by! i look forward to reading more from you! hugs and merry christmas! xx
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You’re welcome (:
Thanks a lot! Hugs and merry Christmas (:
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Thanks for stopping by A Movable Marriage and your like. I know a bit about anorexia from family and friends, and thank you also for speaking out. Blessings and best for a merry Christmas and happy and healthy new year.
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Thank you so much Tricia! Yes, unfortunately ED touches more lives than we think. Glad you stopped by❤️ merry merry Christmas
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Your courageous journey is an inspiration. Thank you for liking my post.
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Thank you so much! That means a lot. I appreciate you stopping by xx
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Thank you for taking the time to visit my blog. You are writing about a very important subject matter and I am glad to learn that you are out there. I will recommend you blog to people who I know will appreciate reading it.
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Thank you so much Haddon! That means the world. I look forward to reading more from you! Hugs!
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Beauty, I’m hopping in here to give you a personal Merry Christmas wish and tell you thanks for the times you leave likes on my “stuff.” They are encouraging. I admire you as a Christian model of an overcomer, and I admire your ability to write in ways that invite those who struggle with various addictions to “go with Jesus” who helps one be free! May you be blessed in 2016 as you enjoy your ministry of blessing others.
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Aw thank you so much Oneta! Merry Christmas to you too! Your words bring joy to my spirit. Truly. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Sending so much love to you and yours. Blessings❤️
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Thanks for stopping by my blog and liking a post. Congrats on your achievement with and ED. Keep up the good work!
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Thanks Tony:) that means a lot. Thanks for stopping by! Merry Christmas!
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Thank you for checking my post “Sugar Plums for Christmas.” I hope you will come back soon. I love the title of your blog. Merry Christmas.
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Thank you so much for stopping by! Have a Merry Christmas! I look forward to reading more from you!
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I wish you well in this. Fortunately, I, nor anyone i know, have suffered from these things. I just wanted to stop by and thank you for popping on over to my photography blog. i appreciate it very much. 🙂
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Thank you so much Cris. Yes that is a blessing that ED has not touched your life! I really enjoyed your photos and will definitely be back. I love photography:) thanks for stopping by! Happy new year!
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May your new year be prosperous and wonderful! Thanks yourself. 🙂
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thanks Cris:) xoxo
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Thank you so much. life is full of joy and just live it. a hug!, enjoy
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Thanks Aman! Yes, life is definitely full of joy. Thanks for stopping by by! Hugs!
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Thank you again for looking in on Will Turnstone and Agnellusmirror. I hope you go from strength to strength in 2016.
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Thanks So much! Cheers to strength! Hugs!
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Thanks so much for visiting my blog, creativeopenion. I appreciate it very much. I encourage you to stay the course in your walk with recovery. It is so worth the effort.
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Thanks Phil! I appreciate you stopping by! yes, SO worth the effort. thanks for stopping by! hugs!
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Thank you for visiting my blog, which then introduced me to yours. I’m already looking forward to reading more.
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Thank you so much! I’m glad you stopped by! hugs xx
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What a great deed you’re doing!
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Thank you so much! Happy new year, friend!
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Thanks for stopping by. Stay strong through 2016…Happy New Year!
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Thanks Brody. I appreciate that:) happy new year to you as well!
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And takes great courage to share as you have. Well done, not an easy journey.
May it attract more of the light and love that you have given to yourself.
Happy New Year, let it be filled with the wisdom of that love! 🙂
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Hi Mark! Thank you so much! I appreciate your encouraging and uplifting words! have a wonderful new year! hugs to you! thanks for stopping by 🙂
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One of the greatest thing a person can do in life is to help someone else come to a place of victory!
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I so agree Ricardo! Thanks for stopping by! Happy new year! ☺️
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Its going to be a great year!
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Thank you so much for visiting me at thewritesteph! I really appreciate you sharing your story with all of us and daring to be vulnerable. May God continue to bless you, especially during the up-coming year, 2016!
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Thank you so much! God is good:) So glad you stopped by! Have a happy healthy new year! ❤️❤️
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So glad you enjoyed my blog post. The entire trip was ten days so will be blogging about all of it plus photos and recommendations if you want to go on your own.
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Thanks Juliana! 🙂 glad you stopped by!
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Thanks for the Like. Happy new year. Remain Blessed.
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Happy new year to you as well! Thanks for stopping by!
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