You guys. I literally just pushed the publish button and ran away.

Why?
Because I finally did it.
After 173 posts, 533 days, and about a bajillion funny cat gifs later, I have FINALLY worked up the courage to share with you who I am.

And courage is definitely the correct verbiage here, because let’s be real — I’ve shared some rather recklessly personal things here on BBB.

Anywho…if you want to subscribe to my YouTube channel, that’d be freakin’ awesome…if not, you won’t hurt my feelings 🙂

Alright…enough chit chat! Let’s get into it!
Lastly, any future video suggestions are more than welcome! 🙂
Thanks for watching!

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You did it!! 😀
You have an amazing sparkle and light…but you’d already let us know that even through the little glimpses 😀 This just confirms it
And really cool space too :O
yaaayyyy!!
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Awww thanks Jeff! That seriously means so much:) I was so nervous about publishing! Thanks for this☺️☺️☺️Hugs and love xox
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You are far braver than I sister 🙂
Where do we send the medal? LOL 🙂
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Hahah oh gosh – speaking of…I cannot wait for Rio and the opening ceremonies! 🙌🙌🙌🎉
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The editing in this is great. Can’t wait to learn/see/hear more. And do cooking videos
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Thanks MM! I really appreciate it. Alright👍Those are some great suggestions! Will do! Hugs and love xox
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Hi Caroline, no need to run away, you’re out in the open now, and how lucky for us! 🙂 You’re gorgeous, sparkly and so brave, just like you sound on your blog and I’d love to see more of you and your adventures in NYC. Great video, well done beautiful lady and hope you do more. Big hugs to you from a friend down under. xo 🙂
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Hi Miriam! Aw thank you so much for this beautiful encouragement 🙂 I soo love and appreciate the hugs! Yes! I just am working on another video as we speak actually! Haha have a lovely weekend, friend xox
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Thank you my friend, enjoy the weekend as well and have fun making those videos. xo 🙂
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Yes! I am totally having a lot of fun!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Hello! Will definitely subscribe to your channel. Really enjoy your blog.
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Aw thanks!! You’re so kind ☺️☺️ hugs to you, Dann!
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yeww! awesome BBB! Or should I say Caroline now… 😉
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Haha thanks Jonathan:) either will do! Thanks for watching ☺️☺️☺️Hugs and love xox
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Congratulations on your video!! The funny thing about this video is that you sound EXACTLY like how I thought you would lol. Keep on posting! Your personality really shines on camera and you’re hilarious!
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Thank you so much! Haha oh my gosh YES! so glad it matched hehe So kind of you to say. ❤️ Big hugs to you friend xox
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Well hello! Nice to finally see you! Now I’m interested in what country video you did. 😉
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Hi there! 😎😎 hahaha ooooh…perhaps I’ll do a little linksy 😎😎😎 we shall see. We shall see lol Hugs and love xox
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Caroline, you are so adorable. I love your qwerky and weird vibe. I think once you’ve done this a few times, you’ll be more relaxed. It’s so nice to meet you. You are such an inspiration. I look forward to more videos and learning more about you. Congrats on your first video. You are awesome!
Much love,
Penelope
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Hi Penelope! Aw thank you so much! Seriously you have no idea how much that means ☺️ glad you enjoyed it. Big big hugs xox
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So excited to subscribe to your YT channel!! Just did, in fact 🙂 you inspire me. I’m in recovery for an Ed.. Mia. I’ve been attending/leading a Celebrate Recovery group for 4 years. Just spent the last 18 months in a horrible relapse. The great news? I’m 30 days sober today! Haven’t strung 30 days in a row in 18 months. God is good and I’m learning more about myself and my dependence on Him. My need for control has really been exposed these last months and it’s given me time to really work on myself and learn to daily surrender! You are BRAVE my friend and I’m excited for this next step for you!
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Aw thank you Christy! That’s so kind of you! Wow how powerful that you’re leading that group. And congrats on 30 days! That is something to really celebrate. Amen to that-God is SO good. Stay strong my friend. You inspire me!! Sending big big hugs xoxo
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Whoop, whoop!!!
An awesome “victory video.” So cool!
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Hahah thanks!! 😎😎😎 I appreciate you taking the time to watch ❤️ big hugs to you friend! Xox
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Such grace!
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Wayne!! Aw thanks friend. You seriously played such a role in giving me the confidence to share more of my story-share my voice. I am so grateful for the opportunity you gave me on your podcast. You’re a great friend. Thanks☺️☺️☺️ Hugs and love xox
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Thanks 4 sharing!!
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Thank YOU for watching! Hugs to you, Zecca! Xox
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RBAY!!! Keep strong!!
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Gratz! Love that you do YT. I do as well. I’ll definitely hit tge subscribe button.
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Thank you so much GC! 🙂 I really appreciate it. Looking forward to checking your channel out as well! Hugs and love xox
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Such a great introduction video! Really enjoyed the bloopers too!
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Aw thanks Paul! So glad you liked it:) thanks for watching! Have a great night xx
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You too!
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Well well well welcome to the internet. Thank you for the reveal. I know at first when I begin to read your blog I thought for sure you were an Olsen twin and I was going to say something stupid like they have a twin too. In all seriousness you have guts. But I have 2 questions for you now that your big reveal is complete what is the next step for your website? my next question is when is Relevant Magazine or People magazine going to knock on your door and ask you for an interview regarding this whole subject the subject of you? AFS.
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Haha thanks friend:) LOL! an Olsen twin–that is — my dream 😍 haha oh my goodness you are so kind. I’m going to just keep the blog going as usual with the addition of YouTube videos! So nothing too earth shattering! lol thanks for for enthusiasm and friendship through it all! Hugs and love xox
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Well thank you. Olsen twins? Don’t you know you are fearfully and wonderfully made?😁
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You know what buddy I have to tell you something over the past and what you’ve shared a lot with us. I appreciate that and I’m sure many other readers do as well. I know the blog has transformed you into beautiful person in Christ. That’s actually one of the reasons I started my own blog. I got into a bit of an accident in college that almost cost me my very life and I can’t believe that I’m telling you this but I made a covenant with God to spare me because I knew that I was going to heaven God is so gracious that he accepted the Covenant that I made with him that night and I went on to receive salvation and the baptism of the Holy Ghost. all the former things this guy used to take part in I count as dung I’ve given my heart to the Lord and I have now for the past three years I haven’t regretted any of it and I’m so humbled by how he was able to reach me I’m so honored and yet I feel unworthy to receive any of it one of these days I will have to write my testimony so you can get a better idea of who I am. I know I have given you my name but I feel like because you shared so much with me I have to share so much with you. Thank you Carolyn even your name sounds cool much better than that Hilary Swank girl just kidding
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I would love to read your testimony. God is good. Hahaha 👍
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Maybe one day I’ll post it when I have the courage.
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I’ll be rooting for you!
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You know what Carolyn the truth is is that I’ve shared so much with you already that it’s like we’re like best friends or something I don’t know how to put it. I don’t know why I can talk to strangers on the internet better than I can talk to my own parents about certain things. I’m glad for your friendship Carolyn and now that I know your name I can officially put you in prayer so that you can have a standing order upstairs
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Thank you. I feel the same!
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I mean to say it’s nice to have you in my amen corner.
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It’s nice to have you in my 8 Min quarter
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Lol gotcha
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Awesome!!! #Anticipation
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Thank you so much! Aw you’re so kind to share in the excitement with me. I really appreciate it. Hugs and love xox
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A lovely glimpse of a lovely person 🙂
Thanks for sharing!
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Aw thank you so much T☺️ you’ve been such a great friend. Grateful for you! Hugs and love xox
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You’re welcome…Caroline (or Carolyn)? It’s nice to see and hear the person who has been dropping these gems for us to enjoy.
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Haha yes! It’s so nice to finally “meet” you—even though we already know each other! Haha ((Caralyn☺️☺️☺️))
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Gratified to see that I was right about the “perfect symmetry” thing. For my part, I can’t even open my mouth to talk without my left brain taking over, causing the left side of my fact to go all limp.
So maybe you should change the title of this thing. How about “Beauty Beyond Boundaries”?
And from your early posts, I have the sense that you can generate a little gravitas. I would enjoy an apologetics or reflection on a favorite passage of scripture; or just a sharing about a person that you love. Putting a tone of voice to the serious matters you’ve written about would add an extra dimension.
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Hey there Brian! Hahaha oh gosh thank you ☺️ those are some really great video suggestions. I love that idea about a scripture passage. Taking note! Thanks for your constant encouragement and friendship, Brian. It means the world. Hugs and love xox
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Awesome! This probably took a lot of courage, but you did it! Yay! And, yes, you should definitely continue with the videos (w/o giving up your blog, though.) I am so grateful for you, your blog, your life story, your faith… God bless you!
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Thank you friend!! No, definitely not give up the blog! It would strictly be an additionally thing:) seriously though, thanks for saying that. It really means a lot. Hugs and love xox
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I LOVE this! You are hilarious! What brave thing to do. I want more haha 😉
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Thanks friend! ☺️☺️☺️ haha you’re so sweet. Sending big hugs to you! Xox
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Congratulations! That’s a major step in your journey.
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Thank you Chantel! I appreciate your kind words and enthusiasm! Hugs and love xox
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Very cute video! It’s nice to meet you. Enjoyed your video very much!
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Thank you so much Charlene! I really appreciate it ☺️ glad you liked it! Nice to finally “meet” you as well! Hugs and love xox
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Back at you! XOX
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You are beautiful in mind, body, soul, and spirit. Please do make more videos. It was so nice to meet you Caroline. I do think of you as a friend. 🙂
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Thank you Jacob:) that is seriously so kind of you to say. I definitely will. I’m actually editing another one as we speak! Me too:) grateful for your friendship! Hugs and love xox -Caralyn ☺️
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Caralyn, that is beautiful! If you need any help with writing or advice on editing videos, I got loads of experience.
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Awesome!! Thank you! I may just take you up on that 😎❤️
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Beautiful! So glad to see your happy face and hear your voice. And yes, I’ve been on many a blind date. 🙂
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Thank you so much! Aw you’re so sweet, thanks for this. That’s so awesome! You’re brave! I don’t think I would have the courage-I’d chicken out last minute and send my friend in my place! Hahahahah not really-but…id chicken out for sure! Hugs and love xox
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Forgive me if I got your name wrong. Please correct me if I did.
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Haha no worries Jacob! I pretty much respond to anything..even “hey you!” Lol ❤️❤️❤️
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It was nice to meet you, almost like a skype with a friend. What I see is what I felt, that you are so genuine and real in your effort to recovery and in sharing the path to victory in such a personal way, that I see the light in your soul and it shines as a beacon for others to find their way out of darkness too. It was a brave and beautiful thing to do. I would love your videos to stay true to who you are no matter the subject. Because who you are is the best part of all. Cyber hugs and congrats from me and the dragons.
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Thank you so much! Aw that’s exactly what I was hoping for! Because it’s true! I feel like I’m talking to friends:) thanks for your encouragement. Means a lot. Hugs right back to you and the dragons 🙂 hehe
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Fist bump. Thumbs up. You’re the best. 😀
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Well, you did it! As so many have said before me. What does it do for me? I know your name and a little of your personality. What does it do for you? I can only speculate, but my tears while watching we’re of such joy for you. I could feel the freedom being released. The end of long, chapter in your life. A time of self exploration and deep healing. Sharing much of it with your loyal followers. The best feeling is that I felt a whole new beginning opening up for you, which I believe will be an even larger and more amazing adventure.
Congratulations!! It’s truly a pleasure to finally meet you. 🙂
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Thank you Matthew! Yes! We did it! Because I couldn’t have had the courage to push publish without your kindness! Thanks for all your wonderful encouragement. Grateful for you. Hugs and love xox
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Oh, you bring tears to my eyes again. You are truly an inspiration. I am very grateful for you. Much love and a big hug back to you.
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You, my dear, are definitely beautiful beyond your bones. Everything about you rings of honesty and the light that only Jesus can cause to shine. What a wonderful spirit you have. I have not read your blog postings, yet. I did watch your video and I will now go back and read. Thank you for sharing yourself with us. Blessings!
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Oh my gosh thank you so much! You have no idea how much your words have touched my heart. So glad our paths crossed. Thanks for watching. Big hugs xox
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Thanks for sharing! And good job on stepping out of your comfort zone. I look forward to more videos.
I know how you feel. Although I haven’t ever struggled with anorexia, much of what you write about I can relate to on other levels, and even though we only know each other through our blogs, I think of you as a friend as well, or at least I feel like we could be friends if the opportunity ever came up. I sometimes have things I wish I could say in replies, but I’m not always comfortable putting it in a comment where everyone can see it. I know you have tons of followers and I’m just one of them… but I really appreciate the way you always respond to comments individually.
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Thanks Pi! I really appreciate it. Yes! Friends for sure:) I totally feel ya-sometimes the comments section is a little intimidating to put something super personal, but I have so enjoyed growing our friendship too!! Sending big hugs xox
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Thank you! 🙂 I’m Dennis, by the way. I’ve shared my first name a couple times on my blog, so I’m comfortable putting that in a comment. (Actually, I wasn’t intending to do so, but in one of my early posts, a real-life friend replied and called me by name, and I just decided to leave it, because it doesn’t have my last name or anything.)
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Awesome! Well, it’s nice to finally “meet” you, Dennis:) have a great night xx
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You too! 🙂
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This is the first of your posts/videos that I have read and watched. And seriously just that 5 minute video was encouraging to me. I’m just starting up my blog and Instagram so that I can eventually share my story of binge eating and my fitness journey. And I loved what you said about “claiming the freedom God has given you”…it’s so true. And there’s no need to be ashamed of my past because it’s not me anymore. Thank you for your transparency and charming weirdness 😉 embrace all of you because it is beautiful!
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Thanks Sara! Aw that means so much. Go get it girl! It sounds like you have a powerful story and I look forward to reading/watching more from you! Thanks for your kind words! ❤️ Hugs and love xox
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Great post, great video. Share what you like it is your place and space. Rock on lady!
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Thank you so much Tony! I appreciate it 🙂 Rock on dude!! 😀
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Love this !!!!
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Aw thank you so much! I appreciate you taking the time to watch! ❤️Hugs and love xox
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Totally my pleasure, you are always such an inspiration ❤️
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Sooo happy to see you have done this! You have a beautiful spirit and I’m so glad you are sharing it with the world! You totally rock!!!
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Thank you so much! Haha aw that’s so kind of you:) thanks for watching! Hugs and love xox
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You are so cute and radiant! It shows even more in this video, thanks for sharing, I really enjoy your content Carolyn (I hope it’s with a C and not a K, cuz that would be awkward 👀🙈😂)
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Aw thank you Lamar! That’s so kind of you to say! So glad you enjoyed it. Thanks for watching! -Caralyn 😉
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Yes! I’m so winning right now lol! You’re welcome!
Oh! I forgot, I know you’ve been busy, but did you get my email?
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Haha hmm I’ll have to check. Things have been a little crazy trying to edit this thing. Sorry for the delay!
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Oh yes I can imagine, I noticed the awesome edits! No problem 🙂
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Thanks for sharing yourself with us, Carolyn. I so enjoyed watching that video, and it’s great to be your “friend,” though we’ve never met. 😉 Left a comment on the video! You’re amazing!
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Hey Amanda! Thank you❤️ yes! I just read your absolutely wonderful comment. I sent a reply so hopefully it went through-in still trying to learn that platform haha. But seriously I’m so grateful that our paths crossed and that we’re friends! Hugs and love xox
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Congratulations! You did it! You really did it! You are conquering fear! Yay. Nice to meet you Carolyn. Peace and continue to rejoice.
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Thanks friend:) that really means a lot! I appreciate you sharing in the excitement with me! Hugs and love xox
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Congrats!! Awesome video debut.
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Thanks David! 🙂 I appreciate that. Thanks for watching! Big hugs to you friend xox
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You are so very pretty! When I started my blog I didn’t hide who I am, but consequently I haven’t been the most transparent in my writing. You are so brave!!! Thank you for sharing and giving me a bit of encouragement to be more open
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Aww what a kind thing to say. Thank you! Yes! Definitely, it is simultaneously the scariest and get most freeing thing ever. Glad you stopped by! Hugs and love xox
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Hahaha that first picture though. So going to check out your video and subscribe. Looking forward to the day I would hit publish and run too. 😂😂😂 well done.
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Thanks Mary! Haha yeah, I got a good chuckle on that one 🙂 thanks for reading and watching! Hugs to you friend xox
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Delightful
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Thank you David! Glad you stopped by:) thanks for watching! Xox
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Caralyn:
More charming in person than in print, which is no small deal…
Stephen
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Hi Stephen, wow thank you so much. What a kind thing to say. Thanks for watching. Sending big hugs xox
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Keep writing and keep healing.. I will subscribe… Peace
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Thank you so much! You’re so kind. Yes, the healing journey is exactly that: a Journey. Hugs and love xox
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How I wish I was young again like you… I didn’t make my serious life mistakes until I was 40… This too will pass, it always does
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Thank you friend. I appreciate your thoughtful reflection. Sending big hugs xox
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The Office video is hilarious, and the cats are TOO funny! You are a brave woman, congratulations on your ‘victory video’! I was uncomfortable doing the ‘Why I’m Blogging’ post/assignment (thank you for liking!), so I can relate!! And yes the apartment looks VERY clean 😉
Thanks for the Blog and video, your are inspiring! And VERY funny!
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Haha thank you so much! I really appreciate you taking he time to watch! Haha glad you find the office so amusing too:) Michael Scott for president! Lololol Hugs and love xox
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You are so beautiful, open and down to earth. You seem real. Keep it up!
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Oh my goodness what a kind thing to say. Thank you Joan:) glad you stopped by! Hugs and love xox
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You’re beautiful Carolyn! Inside and out! Thanks for sharing this and opening up to us here!!!! I would love to see more videos from you. Blessings and love your way!
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Thank you so much Brittany! Oh my gosh, you’re making me blush ☺️☺️☺️yes! Working on one now! Thanks for watching and for your kind words! Hugs and love xox
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Awesome! I look forward to it! 🙂
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Beautiful Carolyn – well done! xxx
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Thanks Lisa:) that really means a lot! Thanks for watching! Have a beautiful weekend! Hugs and love xox
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Right back at ya! 😘😘 xxx
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Love reading your blog and it’s nice to finally “meet” you and see the person behind the words!
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Aw thank you so much! Yes! Nice to “meet” you as well! Hugs and love xox
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Triple B keepin’ it real. And fun. Elderly people like me are still trying to figure out the YouTubery and Podcastings of you kids, so bear with me with advanced technology. If Gosling is filming in Pittsburgh I’m totally showing him this. He’ll love it Caralyn! – Larry
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Hey Larry! Thanks:) I appreciate it. Haha you’re funny. Youtubery that’s hysterical. YES! Oh gosling 😍😍😍😍😍 Thanks for stopping by! Big hugs to you friend xox
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Hello!!
What a courageous step you’ve taken!! Proud of you and excited for you! I love seeing your posts come up because they are relatable to everyone even beyond those recovering from anorexia.
And I’ll totally admitting to have a fangirl geek out moment when you liked my blog post Fearless this week on guidinggrace.org!
Keep being your beautiful fearless self Caroline!
You’ve certainly got a friend in me!
-Michelle (GuidingGRACE)
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Hey Michelle! Aw thank you so much:) I so appreciate you sharing in the excitement with me! Haha you’re so sweet. ❤️ looking forward to reading for from you!! Big hugs to you friend! Xox
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Well done and nice to meet you! 🎉😀
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Thank you Jim! I really appreciate it:) and yes! Nice to meet you as well! Have a great weekend! Hugs and love xox
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This is great!!!:)
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Thank you Ally! You’re so sweet. Hugs and love xox
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