Charlottesville Wake Up Call

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I didn’t want to write this post.

A topic of this magnitude, and the tragedy that befell our nation on Saturday was something that I cannot find the adequate words to describe.

I was asked by numerous readers to write about Saturday’s Charlottesville terrorism, and truthfully, I’m sick to my stomach thinking about the grossly pathetic and ignorant behavior displayed by the white supremacist group. And it shocks and saddens me to think that this benighted ideology is still present in our 2017-America.

And as I sat there, gape-mouthed, in horror at what I was watching on TV, the only thing I could think about was one word:

Evil.

There is evil in the world.

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This is not going to be a fun post. I’m telling you that right now. And frankly, I’m getting heart palpitations thinking about the direction I feel the Holy Spirit leading me, but Saturday was a wake up call.

This topic is going to make you uncomfortable. And if it doesn’t, well it should.

Satan.

The devil’s greatest victory was making the world believe he wasn’t real.

But I’m here to tell you that he is real. And there is evil in the world because of it.

You all know that I was severely anorexic for several years. I starved myself down to 78 pounds. I was destroying myself and anyone else that stood in my way.

You know this.

But what I haven’t really ever shared was an experience I had at inpatient.

If you’ve read any of my early blog, you’ll hear me refer a lot to “ED” — which stands for “Eating Disorder.” It’s how doctors and therapists personify the disease. It helps to give the disease a face or a persona so that we can channel our fighting efforts and anger towards defeating an enemy: ED.

Well, I’m here to tell you, ED is actually Satan.

There. I said it.

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During my disease, I was lying to everyone in my life – my parents, my friends, my doctors – that I did not have an eating disorder. I was lying about pretty much everything – from the food I was throwing away, to my exercise habits, to the “pain” I was supposedly having, to where I would go after school. Everything. For two years. Two years worth of lies and just this web of deceit had been stuffed away in my soul, blackening it like an aggressive cancer.

And one day during my therapy session at inpatient, I finally came clean to my therapist. About everything.

And I remember it clear as day. I was sitting outside on the patio with my therapist…we’ll call him Todd.

And I had my knees curled up to my chin, and I was sitting in a little ball, trying to be as small as possible, rocking back and forth. Shaking. And out of my mouth, came the ugliest, most cavernous, deep, dark voice I’ve ever heard – “I LIED.” I can’t replicate that voice. I have never heard it before, and never heard it since. My chest was shaking.

And the thing is, I was watching the whole situation from above. I was looking down and could see me and Todd and the umbrella and the brick patio on the grass. It was an out-of-body experience.

And I truly believe that through that voice, a demon was expelled from within me.

Because as soon as that breakthrough happened, I immediately wanted to call my parents and tell them everything. I needed to come clean to them. I couldn’t go another minute without telling them the truth. And then the following day, I accepted Jesus’ forgiveness, which was another incredible experience (that you can read about in my book, the week of August 28).

But why am I saying this? Why have I turned the focus on me, when there are people grieving in the world during this tragic time?

Because truth time: we all are capable of incredible evil.

Satan is on the prowl, and if you don’t believe that, then just take a look at any of the recent headlines. The horrific events of Saturday. North Korea. Manchester. Otto Warmbier. London. Stockholm. The Middle East. All of the nightclub attacks.

Evil is out there.

And what are we to do?

Pray?

Yes.

But, people, that just isn’t enough anymore.

We need to suit up for battle. Because we are living in a time of spiritual warfare.

And if you think this sounds radical, well people, it’s about damn time.

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We, as a collective society, have lost sight of God. We’ve put Him on the back burner, letting other things become idols in our lives: money, success, lust, pride, fame – I don’t need to spell these things out for you. Simply turn on the TV for 2 minutes, and you’ll be bombarded by all the things vying to be #1 in our lives.

And when we take our focus off of God, we become targets for the enemy. The cracks in our foundation become his entrance point.

So we need to eradicate those cracks.

If we’re not actively pursuing God, and seeking out His Holy Spirit, then we become sitting ducks, just waiting to be F’d with. Don’t believe me? Just ask 78-pound Caralyn, circa 2007.

We’ve become complacent with society. And our silence allows cancerous cells like the white supremacists, neo-Nazis or other hate-driven radical, alt-right/left groups to swell.

We are one nation under God. And it seems we’ve let that truth be forgotten, allowing evil to seep in.

Romans 12:21…

Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

We are the solution. We are children of God, and have the critical task of sowing seeds of His goodness and love, so that evil cannot take root.

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Stand up to evil. Call it out. Call it by name. But that doesn’t translate to counter-hatred. We need to act with integrity and seek to understand rather than jumping to conclusions, or making up and inventing evil for political points.

Call out true evil – true hate.

Because it is real.

But it doesn’t have to win.

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418 thoughts on “Charlottesville Wake Up Call”

  2. Are you familiar with the White Rose movement, the Christian resistance to the Nazis during Hitler’s time in power? The German pastor, Dietrich Bonhoeffer, was the intellectual leader of the resistance. It failed, although they showed great courage. That evil was in the end only overcome with violence.

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  3. Powerful post. Thank you for your boldness! I was reminded of so many times in our history when we’ve been at this point and how we, as the Body of Christ, have simply sat back and watched it all happen. Just look at the world that we’ve created for our children! You’re absolutely right – it’s time to show the world the Truth. It’s time to put love in action.

    By the way, you actually prompted my SMILE for today though it’s certainly not my typical smile. Check it out: https://acoupleofstarsandahappyface.wordpress.com/2017/08/14/a-year-of-smiles-day-216-2/

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  4. Good post. I think the events in Charlottesville should be a pivotal time for all Christians to think about love and kindness. And as you say, figuring out the best way to counteract the evil in the world. So very sad about the death and violence.

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  9. My dear friend,

    Yes, we see evil in many forms: in Lust, in Hate, in Anger, in Ego, in Greed, in attachment, violence etc. – this all is indeed Satan – who is living even in our mind (we decide every moment which way we go: positive or negative – the way to God or the way to hell with our thoughts, deeds and words. If people wouldn’t be so ignorant and just react like so stupidly: as if eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth would solve the problem. With all those bad feature in us we cannot solve the problem – only with good features, with good habits: with respect and love to each other. But it seems that many are just instruments of the evil; they react in an evil way – I wish that all those people would get more consciousness to see themselves clearly what they are doing (because they are so blind that they do not see their bad actions and reactions) – yes we live already in the 21st century but many people still behave as they live in the Middle Ages… We see the fight of Good and Evil everywhere in our world – this world is a battlefield of Good and Evil, but we are not from this world – our real Home is in God – so let us turn our face towards God. He did not come for just certain people, just certain religions, just certain countries and nations – no, we should understand that we are all part of His ceations, that we are all His children – and as His children we should all treat us as brothers and sisters in Him with respect and love and not with blindness and darkness…

    Thanks for sharing this important subject, dear friend
    Have a great day
    Didi

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  10. Loved this. I’m glad you did write this post, in spite of not wanting to. We need more posts like this one. Welcome to life in Pakistan where we have had people gunning down praying persons in mosques and churches. Yes, we certainly need more love than hate in this world. I for one, love what you write and hope to meet you one day. Stay blessed lovely one. … and keep writing!

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  11. This is such a powerful post! Thank you for speaking up and speaking truth. I totally agree that God is gearing up to do something with His people and we gotta be ready and we need eyes to see and ears to hear!
    Again, thank you for sharing your heart and I pray the Lord continues revealing His truth and giving you boldness to speak it!

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  12. I don’t think this world will ever reach true peace unfortunately because of how this world is, and what Jesus warns us about. But Christ is peace, and you are right we can show others that peace, and shine that light. Hopefully, we all wake up soon, and not later. Thanks for sharing!!! I know you struggled with this post.

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  13. Your religion is of course incredibly important to you, and I deeply respect that. But may I ask, and I am quite serious here, what your thoughts are on other religions? Seeing how you see (the Christian) God as the only way to combat evil. Do you believe then, as a consequence, that us who are devout followers of other religions, and other Gods, are in fact evil? It is only natural for you to think that our beliefs are wrong (because well, otherwise you wouldn’t be a Christian!), but do you also think we are opposed to the force of good? It is a difficult question, but I ask anyway, for all the non-Christians around the world who fight for the betterment of mankind, fight for justice, stand for peace, and devout their lives to helping others. Would you say it’s a case of having found (the Christian) God without actually realizing it? Him working through them without their knowledge? I am genuinely curious of your thoughts on this (despite being pretty certain we don’t agree on the answer!) so I hope you might take the time to respond.
    Be well!
    /Fny

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    1. Your questions are very important and thoughtful, I’d like to respond if I may? All good comes from God so yes, He can use anyone for His purposes. I would recommend you read the Bible (start at the section called John as it’s a good place for new readers to start) or find a study nearby where you can learn about Jesus who claims to be the Truth and see His claims for yourself. It will possibly change your life! It certainly has for me – I can’t find any other philosophy or religion that can stand up to the testimony of Jesus.

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      1. Thank you for responding, and for your advice! I am however already happily devouted to the old Gods of my ancestors, a choice made not from ignorance or wickedness but from honest faith. That however doesn’t change the fact that I respect a faithful Christian with the will to do good, as far as I see it the quality of a man or woman isn’t dependent on which religion he/she adheres to. And I would hope you might see the same, and likewise accept us belonging to other religions than your own!

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      2. I absolutely agree that the quality of our actions in doing good is independent of which religion one subscribes to, I would see good deeds as the fruit of one’s faith. I would hate to think I would be unaccepting of anyone, regardless of our differences, my faith compels/inspires/commands me to love everyone! It seemed to me that you were asking two questions above, one about the source of good and the other about the differences of religion, the second point certainly is a means of division between people -sadly.

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    2. Thanks so much for this question, Fny. I certainly respect all religions and beliefs, and love people no matter what they believe. I think that all goodness in the world comes from God, whether or not the person knows it. There are lots of “good” people who are not Christian, but I believe that that goodness comes from God, as He is the source of all things good. I hope that answers your questions. Thank you so much for taking the time to read and respond. it really means a lot 🙂 big hugs to you xox

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    3. As a Christian I will absolutely answer your question with all love. Jesus Christ is the only way that leads to eternal life and there is only one a God. God the Father, who sent his only begotten Son that whomever shall believe in Him shall have everlasting life. I don’t know who you think you serve, but if it’s not God the moment you die you will be going to hell. I can’t with a clear conscience not respond to this with the truth. Get right with the Lord. Before it’s too late!

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  14. Yes. All of this.

    Normally, I get particularly interested when a national tragedy happens in a place I’m familiar with. And I’ve been to Charlottesville five times between 2003 and 2013, more than any other city outside of the Pacific time zone. I have good friends who are almost like family who live just outside of Charlottesville. But when this story unfolded, my reaction was more like “oh great, now one of my favorite places to visit is going to be forever associated with ‘this'” (combined with irritation at my geographically ignorant friends who said that this was happening in Charlotte, North Carolina). It’s just sad. But you’re completely right. We need to call evil evil. Thank you for sharing.

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    1. Thank you so much for this refection. You’re right – we need to call evil evil. I’m sorry that your association with Cville has been given that filter. I hope that with time, you can remember all the good memories there too 🙂 Hugs and love xox

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  18. Maybe we should stop calling them White supremacists. It makes them think they are supreme, maybe call them white mindless morons or white stupidity. Who’d want to hold their hand up and say “I’m proud to be a White stupidity”
    It’s very sad what is still happening in the world, and an awful weekend for Charlottesville. I like to think that in the future people will will look back on these times in disbelief , like we do at the Witch trials. I wonder why KKK isn’t charged with hate crimes? I’m all for freedom of speech, but freedom shouldn’t mean you have the means to bully and intimidate others.
    I could go on, but my comment would be as long as your post. Stay safe and positive. Thanks for a thoughtful post.

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  19. Hello Caralyn, thank you for your bavery and your honesty in writing and sharing this rich message. I do agree with you; satan is the dirty devil behind every evil deed! His time is nearing the end and he knows it. He’s continuously setting up traps to keep God’s creation in disarray. However, in all of this, the good new is that the victory was won at the Calvary’s Cross! and we’re going to seeing “Every knee bow and every tongue confess that Jesus is Lord, to the glory of God.” Blessing to you dear one ^_^

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  20. An interesting post but for once I am going to disagree with you because we are not the solution. “We” are powerless; Jesus indicated that when we understand God’s will the only solution can be God’s Kingdom. It is what we pray for everyday – Our father in the heavens, let your name be sanctified, Let Your Kingdom come! Let Your Will be done!

    Our recognition of Satanic control of this world is a first step to the solution the second is living by God’s standards.

    When Jesus said that Christians were no part of this world he indicated that those who follow him would be set apart, not under the influence of Satanic propaganda.

    Your personal story and history is powerful, you show how truth can move us to do the right things.

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    1. Thanks so much for this. I really appreciate your thoughts. I definitely agree – when I said that “we” are the solution, that was more a call to action. I am 1000% with you that God is the ultimate solution. But we are His hands and feet here on earth, hence my comment. But yes – God i the solution – and Him, through us, will get the work done on earth. hope that clears things up. so glad you stopped by! Hugs and love xox

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  23. Thank you,
    In Christ, we’ve a sure identity. And I think it’s possible that we can be both healed, and also not quite aware of where we are healed in the depths…

    It’s difficult, to hear of your painful time. To be so vulnerable and frightened

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  24. This is simply amazing! You literally took the bull by the horn
    The Spirit of God is the Spirit of Love. Where there is Love, hate cannot thrive.
    What our world needs is more of God which is equivalent to Love. True Love is explained in 1 Corinthians 13: it’s kind, not proud and doesn’t think evil.
    We all need Love
    And you’re right, we are in a spiritual battle. Ephesians 6:12 says we are not fighting that which is physical, but our battle is against spiritual powers.
    The devil wants us to be busy with the physical and ignore the REAL battle- the spiritual
    The Lord Almighty will help us, I pray he’ll fight for us. I also pray for God’s peace upon the family of the victims

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  25. Yes! Absolutely. I wrote about Charlottesville, too, although I also did not want to do it. Yet… I have friends who are hurting. And I was also faced by my own propensity to evil. In my case it was an outburst of anger, but I also thought long and hard about how prone we ALL are to evil, myself included. The Bible calls a person who cannot control their anger a fool, and I was as much a fool yelling at my teenager as the guy who ran people down. Ugly, but true. It’s time to rally the troops and stand firm on the Word of Truth… ❤

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    1. Thanks so much for this, Heather. It is such a tragic and sad situation. You’re right, we all need to stand firm on the Word of Truth, because it’s so true – the attacks are all around us. thanks for your support. sending so much love and hugs xox

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  26. As I was reading this post, I was reminded of the following passage of Scripture: ‘For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.” Ephesians 6:12

    Many Christians attending church today are not taught these things. They spend an hour to an hour and a half getting what I would call a motivational speech rather than being taught what they need to know to be equipped to do battle against Satan and his dark forces.

    There are some churches out there that are trying to get this message out but they are few and far between. It’s Christians like us who need to try and wake up the body and prepare them for what is happening now and what is to come.

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  27. This is a very intense and important post. The events on Saturday were just evil, and honestly this is something that has been happening for centuries, and what I can’t wrap my mind around is that there are people who believe their race is superior to everyone else’s. I believe we are all made in God’s image. Its all just very sad and honestly as a man of color honestly I’m scared by what might happen next. I shouldn’t have to fear walking out my door everyday because of a police officer shooting a black man or with this whole thing in Charlottesville.
    Thank you for writing on this my friend
    And thank you for letting God use you.

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    1. thank you so much friend for sharing this, friend. I know, it was such a sad and tragic day. I’m so sorry that you feel that way. that breaks my heart. I hear you and I am in your corner, friend. We are all God’s children, and should treat one another as such. Hugs and love xox

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  28. Howdy. I do believe that there is an arch enemy of life, the accuser, the destroyer, the Dragon, that old serpent called Satan. I also believe in the need for prayer and personal revival. I agree that many Christians are soon name only; living in a dry husk of faithlessness and idolatry.
    I question the “Nation under God” concept. Revelation refers to the US when it says it looks like (a facade, counterfeit, a poser) The Lamb but speaks like (is owned by, has character of, acts like) the Dragon. I’ve seen so many comments like “this is not like us.” Uh yes it is. It’s the bright lights of compassion, kindness, love, and grace that’s unusual.
    But the part I’m missing, and I admit I may have misread or I’m not connecting the dots very well, is the personal responsibility beyond not praying enough. What I mean is, I am concerned that by blaming Satan or saying that Christians are complacent – the problem is “out there,” we refuse to acknowledge the real part we have played in promoting and actually perpetuating evil. And God cannot heal or change what we are unwilling to acknowledge.

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    1. Hi Brad, thank so much for this thoughtful response. You’re right – prayer and revival is what we need. That’s a really powerful thought – we do need to take personal responsibility for changing the status quo. Hugs and love xox

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      1. I honestly did not think I was going to get a “you’re right” on that one. I expected a little push back.
        Of course, I am right, ha ha, but still.

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  32. Wonderful and dead on post. Yes we are all children of God but some are using their hatred in God’s name and that is such a sinful shame. If we all loved God the same, we would love all people the same. Until we truly put God first then Satan becomes first. It is not too hard to turn to God for guidance when evil tries to sneak in on you. I pray for each and every person on this earth that we can come together and accept each other as our sisters and brothers in Christ no matter how tough that may seem. God is our answer to everything.

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    1. Thanks so much Corrie. That is SO true! We should love all our brothers and sisters the same, because we are all part of God’s family. I will join you in that beautiful prayer. Hugs and love xox

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  33. It is time for us to stand up, to burn bright, and we have become complacent. The only thing is, the cancer has always been there. It never went away. We ignored it, and we (those like me who are white and privileged) didn’t pay attention because it wasn’t on our radar. Others face it every day. Evil. Like you called it. It’s time we stop ignoring it. It is a wake up call. An alarm that has been blaring at us for a long, long time. We have to stop hitting the snooze button. Glad to see you waking to it. Hopefully, as we see the swell of hate, we see the tsunami of love decimate it.

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  34. Thank you for such a poignant post. I live 2 1/2 hours from Charlottesville, and I was horrified all weekend, watching everything unfold from my laptop. I’m so glad that you use your words and your love for Christ to spread His word to all!

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  37. We do need to speak boldly about our faith. And you’re doing that already. 🙂

    On the other hand, 99.9% of Christians come from a religious system and are really not followers of Jesus but of a man-made institution. That means they miss the point when it comes to also loving and showing compassion to those who are doing ‘evil’ and that’s how the trouble has historically perpetuated. It makes me cringe when I see the religious jargon in people’s comments, all of those creative words extensively used to refer to the devil and deflect blame.

    There is the devil, yes. But there is also the evil that inhabits us – and that’s entirely on us. We sin because we are sinners. Evil inhabits us.

    We definitely can’t be ‘playing along’ with behavior that’s widespread in society in order to ‘reconcile differences’ and be accommodating. I’ve personally decided to let people I meet know exactly where I’m coming from spiritually instead of quietly listening to their mystic nonsense as they choose to live in bubbles of ‘acceptance & coexisting’.

    Nonetheless, regardless of what others are doing and whether that’s the devil working on them or simply their own inner evil in operation, our reaction should be forgiving, showing compassion and loving them. We’re free to deeply dislike these people’s actions, but are most definitely in no position to judge & condemn them.

    Any speech that’s loaded with condemnation instead of love is also a work of evil – no matter who it is directed at. Which is why I like your post: it ends with love because you know from personal experience that’s the only way to ‘fight’ evil. 🙂

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    1. Thanks for this powerful perspective. I agree that we need to actually take accountability for when we fall away from God. Because we are a fallen people, and we all are capable of evil. we need to cling to Jesus. Hugs and love xox

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  38. Terrorism is evil even in my country. We all need prayers. #I pray for the comfort of Charlottesville…Also I would like you to help me a great poetry I’m about to unleash … I would love that you let me share the loads of it on your blog…if you wouldn’t mind. Thanks beautybeyondbones
    ..really encouraging…

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      1. thanks. Can I still get a space to paste a certain poetry of mine on your blog…I know its really good and you’ll love it…tenks

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  39. Amen and amen. I am no stranger to the devil and his attacks. It did me good to read someone else talk about it. The last hour has been difficult for me, and I am encouraged now. Keep speaking the truth and keep your eyes on the prize – sweet Jesus.

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  40. I appreciate your willingness to share. I too have felt the Holy Spirit pushing me to address the evil we are facing in the world with bluntness. I may, with your permission, incorporate some of your thoughts into an upcoming message to my congregation (I am a United Methodist pastor). I will, of course, give proper credit.

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  42. AMEN … AMEN … AMEN !!! I have been saying this very thing for years. We are in a battle against EVIL … SATAN !!!!! We do need to suit up and prepare for the battle of our lives. Thank you SO much for speaking out !!! You make me feel so much better about the younger generation. I pray there are more of you out there !!! Continue to keep me posted about your book the week of August 28 !!!! I can’t wait to read it !!! love, jan

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  43. So I’ve taken some time to look at the photo you posted of yourself in this blog. It’s very interesting in fact all your photos are interesting because they tell a story. I have a question. Your jeans are nice. Your hair is obviously combed or brushed. I have to wonder is the photo you posted in this particular blog of yourself and reference to and you want to do for Forever 21 West 49 Gap or winners?

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  44. Hola! It’s been a long hot Georgia minute since I’ve checked in and commented, but great read, sista! So proud of you for getting to the crux of it.

    I posted a political cartoon poster on my FB page recently, which is rare for me to do. It was in ref to what happened in Charlottesville and it’s generated a lot of commentary–mostly in agreement with the message (which was to stand against nazi and kkk ideology, the alt-right).

    All of this to say, I found myself responding about the love of God and His mercifulness a lot. I spoke of receiving a revelation of the Father’s love through Christ and, essentially, how such a revelation enables you to walk in merciful love towards all people. I spoke of His radical love also being for those who decided to act out with hatefulness and violence. It is an important time to pray for those who are committing acts of evil towards others. I know how radical that sounds to a lot of believers around here too, but it is the heart of our Father. This doesn’t mean that justice, according to the laws of our land, should be ignored. Absolutely not!

    Either way, I love what I am already seeing the Holy Spirit encourage–for us to boldly share how powerful the love of God is and how His love truly changes hearts!

    Mondo love to you, beautiful sister in Christ!! I am thankful for your boldness!!!

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    1. Wow, thank you so much JT! I really appreciate this thoughtful response. You’re right – we need to pray for those who are committing these horrible acts, which is a lot easier said than done, but that is what Jesus would truly do. Hugs and love xox

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  45. Thank you for posting this. I loved your post. You are absolutely right. Satan is evil and man can do wicked things under his direction. With that said, the devil has lied to the masses about the Charlottesville car attack. The attack itself was staged like a movie set. YouTube has removed many vids exposing this truth. Even I had to rename the title of my video just to get it uploaded onto YouTube. Here’s a video of a witness exposed lying: https://youtu.be/n3T0sjaYHuo

    The reasoning for this event is to increase tension & division among races, political parties, etc., pass more harsh laws, and make America more of a police state with a curfew.

    By the way, congrats on your upcoming book. I was not aware. How did I miss that? I hope I can get a free copy please or at least a PDF. I want to read it. Let your light shine. Have a blessed day.

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  46. Being able to write a post like this, using the evil you found within you and casting it out, as an example to make your point, strikes at the heart of evil in a way that we need to hear from more writers. I learned from my own experiences as a ten year old victim of a sexual assault by an older boy that you cannot control the actions of others. You can only control yourself. And how you deal with the evil comes from within you. As a writer you have used your words to strike a blow for the good side. Thank you. I applaud your courage and your ability as a wielder of the right words.

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    1. thanks so much friend, for sharing your story. I’m so sorry that you had to go through that as a child. gosh that just breaks my heart. you did not deserve that and I hope you know how you deserved to be cherished and protected. Sending you so much love. Hugs and love xox

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      1. I have recovered from my trial, much like you have overcome yours. It doesn’t hurt that it was 50 years ago and the perpetrator has now passed away. But we survive knowing the answer is inside us and no one can take it away.

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  47. When I was a Protestant, it was quite ‘in’ to go about attacking evil. I did this often and I believe it devastated the health, and wealth, of my husband and I. I am now an Orthodox Christian and I have learned a better way. I will bring the light, and the love. I will not be vulgar (which means common), I will do my best not argue, I will do my best to stir up love, and not hate. There is enough swill out there, but love? Love is in short supply. Forgiveness has gone by the wayside. Mercy is almost unheard of these days. That is the secret to spiritual battle. Cultivating a spirit a peace. It confuses our enemies and takes away their power over us.

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  50. Heartbreakingly beautiful. I love how unafraid you were to write about such a sensitive situation, and your courage in sharing such a personal experience. I can’t imagine Satan ever being inside you-your heart is too golden. You inspired & encouraged me!!

    I just published this piece I wrote on my blog- I thought you might like to read it if you have time!
    https://robyn1513.wordpress.com/2017/08/16/1017/

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