The Jig is Up!

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I was literally thisclose to disabling my blog this morning.

Thisclose.

I mean, for the first time, I think ever, I could literally feel my heart pounding in my chest.

And I don’t mean “literally” like an overdramatic and slightly basic Millennial.

I mean, I could literally physically feel the actual beats of my heart pounding, as though they were millimeters from busting through my chest.

Allow me to set the stage.

Tuesday morning. alarm goes off. I roll over to find a message pertaining to my professional acting page.

Hmm, I haven’t checked that in a while, let’s mosey on over there to see if it’s been updated. 

For those that don’t know, there is a website on the internet that is a rolodex of every actor and crew member in the business. It is used by industry professionals, as well as professional Netflix bingers, curious about the past work and personal information about any actor, A-list to Z-list.

Well, clearly, they’re letting in the riffraff, because as an actor, I too have a page on this website. I promise you it is not impressive, but a it’s a page none the less.

Well here’s the thing…much like Wikipedia, random people can add to/edit your page.

Yep…thaaaaat’s right. Random people can go on there and submit trivia facts, biographical information, photos, and in my desperately unfortunate situation…quotes.

And you guys. The quotes that whoever this troll pulled from my blog, taken out of context, make me look like the absolute spawn of Satan.

A quote about my virginity. A quote about my past anorexia. A quote about my menstruation history/infertility (which praise God is now false!). A quote about being “anti” feminist. A quote about voting for Donald Trump.

I mean, the fact that someone would comb through my entire blog to find the most damning sentences possible when taken out of context, and then submit them anonymously to make me look like a monster?! On my professional acting page??

Talk about starting a Tuesday off with a zinger. It wasn’t even 9am and I had cried more than Ashley Iconetti from the Bachelor.

And the best part about this big fiasco, is that all this was brought to my attention by a cute. boy. 

I know.

I KNOW.

I am reeling inside too.

So anyway. I nearly disabled this site.

This blog is obviously anonymous for a reason. I share things on here that are incredibly personal, and not that I’m going to withhold that information from someone, but come on…sharing your past of anorexia, or your menstruation history!??!???…That’s at least 5th or 6th date material. Preferably over a bottle (or 2) of wine. Or in a noisy atmosphere where they can’t really make out what you’re saying.

Juuuust kidding.

But this whole situation did get me thinking.

Who am I, if I cannot own up to my past?

Really?

Am I ashamed of who I am?

It was a very rubber-meets-the-road moment for me.

And I will pause, to preface and say that there’s a huge difference between disclosing this personal information with someone in the proper setting, versus having it blast out on the internet without one’s consent. I stand by that, and have since emailed that website to have them take down those quotes submitted by a malicious troll that should go back underneath the bridge from which they crawled.

But look. I’ve got a past. For better or for worse, I’ve got a lot of baggage in my trunk. (Note that I didn’t use the word junk…get it…junk…in the…) hehehe

But seriously. Yes, there are a lot of things that I’m not proud of. Yes, there are a lot of seasons filled with pain and regrettable behaviors and patterns. But all of those things have worked together to create the young woman you see today.

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And if I can’t own up to that, then who am I, really?

If I can’t accept my own past, how can I expect anyone else to?

The fact is, I’ve been forgiven. I’ve been healed. And I’ve been reborn.

Not from any of my doing. But from His.

And frankly, the young woman you see today is a living, breathing testimony of the glory, grace, mercy and power of God.

So you know what? Yeah. I do claim my past. 

Do I wish that some of the things I’ve said wouldn’t have been taken out of context? Yes. Do I have to shout out my past as the very first thing someone sees when they look at my professional bio? Absolutely not.

But I should never be ashamed of the journey God has taken me on. Because frankly, it has been one big process to destroy the persistent sin in my life: pride.

This morning, waking up I was mortified. Beside myself with shame and humiliation that such information would be the first thing that someone would read about me. As though my life could be deduced to a strategically biased soundbite.

And further, I was filled with rage at the malicious intent that someone would have to use my words against me, and manipulate them to tarnish my name and character by making me out to be a bigoted and abominable person.

This is my story. And I’ll be damned if I let some troll tell me that it’s something to be ashamed of.

Not today, Satan! Not today.

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368 thoughts on “The Jig is Up!”

  1. What is wrong with people? Because you chose to share some of your past with your readers, that shouldn’t give people the right to turn into something disgusting . Your menstrual history?! What is that about?! Praise God for making you strong and not listening to the haters. Continue to be strong in your faith and let God continue to guide you.

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    1. I know!! I was mortified. Thank you friend, I appreciate your support. It was a really crummy thing to do for sure. Amen. Hugs and love xox

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  2. Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share your story — it is an incredible story! What an encouragement you are. Best to you!

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  4. That sounds horrible. It definitely reflects more on the troll than on you. 😦 So sad. No, please don’t disable your blog! I know what you mean about how stuff shouldn’t be shared until you know someone for a while, but we all mess up on that road–believe me. I’m a lot like you–I’m an open book, largely because I think that there’s too much shame associated with keeping stuff secret and letting it eat away at you, as if certain hideous truths shouldn’t see the light of day. I was raised in a family like that. If they knew about my blog… HA HA HA HA. Ahem. Hang tight!! Bad trolls. Please don’t let that define you, because it doesn’t!!

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    1. Thank you Meg, I really appreciate your kindness. Haha yeah an open book is a. It of an understatement! Haha thanks again!! Hugs and love xox

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  5. I thought you weren’t watching those shows anymore? 🙄🤓 That’s what cute boys do. Cough men don’t. Cough cough

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  6. Good for you. But please be mindful of anger. We are all prone to it but not perhaps aware of what it can do as I found out to my cost how lethal anger is.
    I may have mentioned this before, so just to say that anger without immediate regret and immediate apology to God allows Satan to sneak back in and very cleverly he will slip in other sins which will hit you before they are even noticed.
    Always – always; be almost careful of anger.
    God bless you.

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    1. Thank you friend that is truly a great and powerful reminder. Gotta keep that in check. Hugs and love xox

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  7. Sorry you were picked on, anonymously or not. Thanks for not disabling the blog. You are helping many people! -Jeff

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  8. “The fact is, I’ve been forgiven. I’ve been healed. And I’ve been reborn.
    Not from any of my doing. But from His.
    And frankly, the young woman you see today is a living, breathing testimony of the glory, grace, mercy and power of God.”
    Your words, not mine. There are just some people who will be evil and mean. For whatever it’s worth, the very things you say were brought up as if they were meant to make you look “bad” actually are what make you more attractive and real. They humanize you and make me and I am sure others who read your blog feel that we could sit down and talk to you. This is how your recovery has helped countless others and how your spiritual journey, even with its side-trips and hiccups makes life relatable. Don’t let this get you down.

    Love and Blessings,
    Jim

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    1. Aw Jim, thank you so much. That’s very very true. We are responsible and accountable for our words. And gosh, thank you for such a beautiful encouragement. Really means a lot 🙂 Hugs and love xox

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  9. “And frankly, the young woman you see today is a living, breathing testimony of the glory, grace, mercy and power of God.”
    Amen!!! “As for you, you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good, to bring it about that many people should be kept alive, as they are today.” (Genesis 50:20)
    These trolls meant to hurt you, but praise Jesus that you have allowed Christ to turn it to something beautiful instead!!! The enemy is going to try to harm, disarm, and distract you from doing this incredibly important work, but keep seeking Jesus! Not today, satan, not today!
    Love you girly!
    You’re sister in Jesus,
    Annalee, ISAIAH 62 PRAYER MINISTRY

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    1. Thank you so much Annalee. Amen – Christ can bring goodness out of any situation. Love you friend! Hugs and love xox

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  10. That’s tough, no bueno! Hopefully you can report that to the site? I’m glad you didn’t, I gotta try some of those recipes! 🙂

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      1. Awesome, no problem! .That mango salsa looks so aMAZing! I’ve never had Sea Bass, so I’m not too sure if I’ll take the plunge, I’m pretty picky when it comes to fish.

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  12. Sad. Just sad. I hope they take it down soon. For one troll, there are a hundred out there who have been blessed by your testimony. So keep sharing. God is using it to lift lives from the pit of despair, and we will keep sharing, damning every shame, cos lives depend on it. You go girl!

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    1. Thanks Friend. I hope they do too. Thank you for such kind support. I am truly touched by your words. Hugs and love xox

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  13. I’m sorry for what you went through. I and the people who reads and follows your blog are happy you did not deactivate this. Stay strong and smiling! Show them that their words or actions never got to you 😊
    Hugs and love 💓

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  15. such b.s. to do that…sorry sister.

    In other news…this dress you have on in this post is probably my fav so far.

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  17. Matthew 5:11-12 “Blessed are you when people revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account. Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.” I know it’s difficult to rejoice at the moment, but believe it or not, somehow, God will turn this evil intention so that it benefits you in some way. God is good! I will add you to the decade on my rosary that I reserve for “emergencies,'” this week.

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    1. This is such an encouragement. Thank you so much friend. And gosh, I am so touched that you would pray for me. Thank you! Hugs and love xox

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  18. I recently had two individuals who obviously troll my blog attempt something similar. It caused me to have a major anxiety attack, didn’t sleep all night (I have a baby so the next day was awful), and made me almost delete my blog too.
    Then I prayed about it, spoke with some great friends and family, and thought long and hard about my life.
    Heck no I’m not quitting my blog, it’s MY LIFE story and experiences. I shouldn’t be ashamed or bullied about my life or what I choose to share.
    Keep up your positivity because karma is real.
    You are wonderful and I appreciate all you share❤️❤️

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    1. Oh no, I’m so sorry that you know first hand how this feels. Gosh I’m sorry to here that. Amen!! Hugs and love xox

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  19. You dear Girl!
    I am so sorry for this experience, on one level, but on another, I am grateful for how you came out of it saying “Wait! You cannot steal what God has accomplished.” As I read, I loved this comment of yours: “That’s at least 5th or 6th date material. Preferably over a bottle (or 2) of wine. Or in a noisy atmosphere where they can’t really make out what you’re saying.” I find that you are able to find laughter in the middle of this experience, amazing. You are a fighter. You stand.

    That’s such a powerful command from scripture to simply “stand” — “stand and see the Lord’s deliverance.” (Ex 14:13). “continue firmly in the faith…” (Col 1:23). “After having done all, stand.” (Eph 6:10-11). “Be on the alert, stand firm…” (1 Cor 16:13). “stand firm and hold to what you were taught…” (2 Thess 2:15). “Stand firm in the Lord,” (phil 4:1). Joshua “standing” in battle. Moses “standing” on the mount over the battle. The three hebrews standing and walking around in the firey furnace. The Lord standing on the boat to still the storm. So much imagery. So keep standing.

    You are making a difference. Keep telling your story.

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    1. Thanks so much Brian. I really appreciate your encouragement. Haha yeah – laughter is always the best medicine 🙂 thanks for these great verses! Hugs and love xox

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  21. Pfft!!! Who do they think they are messing with?

    Your story will speak for yourself. God needs no one to speak for Him either. It’s all evident. I agree, this is all an opportunity. If people “try” to call you out for these loosely “said” things, it is an opportunity for them to close their mouth, hopefully, listen, and then understand the truth.

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    1. Thanks TR! Hah yeah major bummer for sure. And thanks for the awesome encouragement. Seriously it means the world. Big hugs xox

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  22. I am glad you didn’t disable your blog. That would let the darkness pull you down. God is greater than any false posting. Your future is in God’s hands not the hands of a troller online. Keep being the light Jesus has led you to be. 🙂

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    1. Thank you friend. You’re so right – God is greater!! Thanks for the encouragement. Hugs and love xox

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  24. There are a lot of idiots in the world we’ve seen this on previous occasions and you always bounce back up twice as much. Focus on those who like me care so much about you ❤️. If we ever lost this blog there would definitely be a big hole in our lives and hearts I’m sure there are loads of people like who need these posts as an encouragement during their week ❤️ x

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    1. Thanks Benny. I appreciate he support. You’re right – gotta focus on the good!! And gosh what a kind thing to say 🙂 Hugs and love xox

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      1. So proud of you and love and adore you so much Caralyn, you are a huge part of my life ❤️❤️

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      3. I just realised we haven’t quite been talking for 3 years yet 🙈 started following your blog on June 22nd 😂

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  27. Thank goodness you didn’t delete your blog! We need people who are being authentic in this world! It’s people like you who are making a positive impact on the voiceless. Keep going! Thank you!

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    1. Aw thank you Heather. Gosh what a seriously kind thing to say. Really means a lot! Hugs and love xox

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    1. Haha aw thank you David. I know it is such a crummy and mean spirited thing to do! Hugs and love xox

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  29. Omg!!!! I am shocked to read this. I’m so angry at them for doing that to you. You know what, it’s okay cause that person is ashame of their past and they pick out your flaws to belittle you. That was pathetic. I’m happy you did not shut down your blog. Don’t you ever let anyone belittle you because you’re successfully confident in yourself. Good job to you and God bless you!

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    1. Thank you Melanie! Yeah it was really a crummy situation. Gosh what a kind thing to say. Means a lot!! Big hugs to you xox

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  32. It would be so easy to say “Forget those no-life trolls. Who cares what those idiots say?” But when it’s about you, that’s no so easy to do. You are a personality in the media world. You have published a book. You act, which puts you out in front of people. You may not be Julia Roberts, but you’re way ahead of 99% of the rest of us in that regard (probably much more than 99%). People who derive their pleasure from hurting people will find you when you are visible; there’s just nothing that I know of that can be done about that. So I’m going to give you some advice which will show you what an intuitive counselor I am. Forget those no-life trolls!

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    1. Yeah that’s definitely true. It’s hard to brush off. Haha you’re too kind – I’m definitely on the -Z list hahaha you’re right! Gotta forget the trolls!! Haha thank you for the support. Hugs and love xox

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  33. I can’t believe someone did that to you, Carolyn. That’s just wrong on soooo many levels; especially to someone who continues to uplift and encourage others through her blog. On other news, it’s great to see that you will be doing a podcast on Patreon. I think that’s just another way for people to reach God through your daily devotionals from your podcast.

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    1. Thank you friend. I know it was so mean spirited. And thank you for saying that!! I’m really excited about it!! 🙂 Hugs and love xox

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  34. Oooooh, I’d be SO mad!! But you’re right, be proud of your past (as I am of mine). It’s what makes us who we are today. And you are a positive, compassionate, strong, and lovely woman! Your Patreon additions sound fun… Great ideas! Take care, Jenny xox

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    1. Thank you Jenny, yeah i was LIVID that morning. Still cooling off if I’m honest. Thank you for your support! Hugs and love xox

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  35. Very proud of you. The internet is full of ugly but we can find a little beauty in it if we try. keep climbing higher mountains and inspire others. You just inspired me 🙂

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  36. You GO, sweet lady! That very frankness is precisely WHY your blog is so highly acclaimed as a resource for people dealing with eating disorders, amiright?? Of course I’m right.
    Besides, your past is what God used to bring you to the amazing place where you are now. Love you SO much, my Interwebs friend!

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    1. Oh gosh Janice thank you so much. Haha of course you’re right!! Hahah jk jk seriously though, thank you. God has been so good to me and I have so much to thank Him for! Hugs and love xox

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  37. Being a problem-solver type, my first thoughts were for a solution. How can you prevent that happening again? How can you protect yourself?

    Then I thought of 9/11. Huge non-sequitur, right? But I thought of a book I read about it. The Christian author pretty well said that America brought it on themselves. God is our hedge against disaster as a nation. The only protection is in Him.

    This isn’t to say you somehow invited this by abandoning God, but it is to say that God remains the answer. As opposed to all of the drivel that started running through my mind about how to solve this problem.

    Satan did this to you! Him and one of his servants. But God promises that all things work together for good for those that love Him and keep His commandments. Shutting down BBB is what Satan wanted, and you almost fell for it. But you are faithful. You’ve become a target, because you’re getting too dangerous. Too much of a threat to Satan.

    Not easy to do, but relax and wear a smile. God always turns things around. Let’s all of us here with you at BBB watch in positive anticipation at what God’s going to do with this!

    Silly talk? My double bypass ended up being a blessing. The bankruptcy that ended up moving me across the country to a new job was and still is a blessing. I doubt I’d be blogging and have met you without that huge disruption in my life. Sounds weird, but it’s true. You’ve been a blessing to me. My church here has been. I’m teaching a regular bible class here, using a lot of my blogging material for it. I’m teaching His Word in ways I never would have without moving here.

    So, my dear friend, relax. You’ve just crested the first big hill of a roller coaster and the drop has started. Throw your arms straight up and scream “Wheeeee!” and let your hair fly instead of shrieking in terror. God’s at the controls.

    You pray. I pray. Everyone who reads my comments – you pray too! THAT’S how this problem gets solved!

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    1. Relax and wear a smile. Now there is some powerful advice. Thank you Jeff. But seriously I am humbled by such generous words. You’re so right – sometimes the biggest obstacles or challenges end up being the best things for us!! That’s a powerful truth to remember: God is in control. Thank you for the prayers my friend. As always, you are a blessing to me! Big hugs to you and Julie xox

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      2. Thank you!! Hahahha didnt expect you to 🙂 hehehe somehow I doubt that program is on at the King household hahaha 🙂 😁😁😁

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      5. I just opened Biblegateway.com to pick up a verse or two to write a few more Quotes and look at the first verse to pop up. Thought of you immediately: The Lord God is my strength; He will make my feet like deer’s feet, And He will make me walk on my high hills. To the Chief Musician. With my stringed instruments. Habakkuk 3:19 NKJV

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      6. And here’s the second one – When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they shall not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, Nor shall the flame scorch you. Isaiah 43:2 Unbelievable timing, no???

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      7. ahh love it. God will always give us exactly what we need! ((and put the people in our lives to make it happen 🙂 ))

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      8. Oh wow, that really is a beautiful comfort. thank you Jeff, you’re a great friend xox

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  38. So sorry that happened. I’ve seen your page on that site and those quotes. Since I’d read them on your blog already, I didn’t think anything about them. Seems like nothing should be allowed to be posted without the consent of the person on the page, else the site just becomes a sad gossip post. Will pray they fix it for you soon and that this incident will spark some change in the way they do business.
    I know it’s aggravating, but here’s a thought. When I read those quotes, I get the impression of an intelligent, Godly woman who has a mind of her own and isn’t afraid to speak it. Not to mention you give good, solid reasons for your opinions. I’ll bet the troll didn’t realize they were including that. 😉 And our God is a great God. He can make something wonderful out of this, beyond our imagination. Will pray for that too.
    I’ll add my voice to all the others. Don’t stop sharing, your life or your thoughts and opinions. You are truly an inspiration. And I’m not just blowing sunshine at you. 😎 I’m reading your posts from the beginning as you suggested, and God has used things you’ve said to speak to me several times. I’m sure the other 38K folks can say the same. Hang in there, C. You and God got this. 🤗🤗🤗 xox

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    1. Thank you so much Kenneth. Amen!! The person should AT LEAST be NOTIFIED that someone added to their page. I mean golly miss Molly WHO KNOWS how long those quotes have been there. It horrifies me to even think abut it. Thank you for your prayers and kindness. That is such a great perspective. He CAN and will make good out of this. Thank you again for such a beautiful affirmation. Means the absolute world. Big big hugs xox

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  39. You go, woman. One of the scariest things about writing is telling your story and having it used and abused. But it’s also one of your most powerful tools and for every troll that’s out to blast you with it, there’s all the rest of us who appreciate knowing Whispers we’re not alone. Somebody else out there is struggling with this or that too. So congrats on being brave, standing up, and showing the world you don’t have to be ashamed of who you are, good and bad.

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    1. Thank you so much L. That’s so true. We’re not alone!! Thank you for this beautiful encouragement. It was just what I needed to hear! Hugs and love xox

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    1. Aw thank you Sharon. Amen! Not today!!! And gosh what an incredibly kind thing to say. We all are!! 🙂 Hugs and love xox

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  42. We live in the age of manipulation. Every piece of information you put up on the internet is public knowledge even if you mark your sites as restricted and private. Criminals from all countries have learned to harvest your information from the internet, even from government and corporate sites who pride themselves in having safe sites to keep your private details. so we have to live with that fact. Sites like Apple and Facebook have been compromised. Banks and credit card processing centres have been compromised. So we have to be extremely careful about what we put up on the internet. I refuse to use the clouds for any vital information and am careful to protect information on my computer. Best to back up regularly too on a portable drive now that criminals have learned to seal your computer files and demand a ransom to get it back for you. I was surprised to type in my internet name and find sites that have researched my complete history and have it up for viewing. You can even buy your personal government files on the internet such as medical records etc. Ancestry invites you to pay for a DNA test to identify your racial roots. Goodness knows where that information ends up. This all allows for identify theft which is becoming a common thing now. Now for the good stuff. You are honest and put up your private information for free in order to encourage others who may be struggling with issues you’ve found a way to deal with. This has been of help to many people. You’re a knock out beautiful woman who has much to offer so don’t be discouraged and don’t get mixed up with this bachelor bachelorette stuff. They don’t deserve a person like you.

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    1. That’s really important to remember. Thank you Ian. Scary digital world we live in, isn’t it? And gosh thank you for your kind words. Seriously means a lot. Hugs and love xox

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  43. What a horrible wrong this person (or people) did to you. You are a clear example of a faith-filled role model, sharing your struggles and recovery in an honest and forthright way and to consider shutting it down would be a disservice to many. So wrong of someone to put that thought in your head.
    And God calls us to forgive even those who harm us. You show great courage in pressing forward, affirming your role with this blog.
    Thank you for pushing through and pointing toward God!

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    1. Thank you so much Tim. Gosh I am touched by your kind words. Amen – I actually meant to put that in about forgiveness. I was taking a walk this afternoon and it was put on my heart that I need to forgive whoever put that on the site. Thanks for stopping by and your wonderful kindness. Hugs and love xox

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  44. I don’t know what to say. What you experienced today is shocking and hurtful. Glad you are continuing your blog; I enjoy it. It is a privilege to reads it. You are in my prayers.

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    1. Thank you friend for your prayers and kind words. Yeah it was a truly crummy situation. Big hugs xox

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  45. There is not one penny of you that is not worthy and beautiful and completely loved by God and anyone that matters. Be blessed. Keep doing what you are doing. Chin up, beautiful. I love you, as always.😄❤

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    1. Oh my gosh Tony, thank you so much for this beautiful affirmation. I am so completely touched. Much love to you too, my dear friend!! Xox

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  46. I am very sorry to hear this news. It was a cowardly act that demonstrates the hollow emptiness of the anonymous perpetrator. I wish you well in your personal and professional life.

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    1. thank you so much friend, yeah a cowardly act indeed. thanks for your support. Hugs and love xox

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  47. Whenever the trolls crawl out of their holes that means you’ve made it. Sure, it’s annoying and a down right crummy thing for somebody to contort your statements out of context but you’ve arrived. Congratulations! Good luck with the podcast 🙂

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  48. Awful, like a rival throwing in your face what went on, before you got where you are. It defies belief! You’re strong, and you’re a kind person, but what happened is outrageous.

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  49. The reality of life is that some people are just idiots. The culture has become so much more crass the last thirty years or so. The late Rodney King said it best ” Why can’t we all get along?”Sadly it will probably get worse. There’s no accountability anymore. When it comes to looking back at your life keep in mind the good things and the bad things have made you who you are today. The odds are that somewhere down the road you will face things that make things today look like child’s play. The thing is all of these bad things will prepare you to handle that moment at that second.

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    1. hah there’s a lot of truth in that. thank you so much Duke. Amen – why can’t we all just get along in red!! thanks for your kind words! Hugs and love xox

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  50. Haha, what a fool this troll is! This is the internet, where despicable behavior is its bread and butter, so can’t say I am surprised.
    Joke’s on the troll, as because of his/her pathetic actions your readers got yet another illuminating post!

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    1. Aw Ricardo, thank you for your kind words. I appreciate the encouragement so much. Hugs and love xox

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